The next few months

What I intend to do with the time you asked for, and what I am not going to do.

I want you back. I am saying it once, plainly, here, so that it is not hiding inside anything else on this site. Everything below is what I intend to do about it, and most of it is leaving you alone.

You asked for a few months. This time is yours, not an interval I am waiting out.

What I will do

• failing I suppose? Not contact you No messages, no calls, and nothing routed through Sagar, Nikhil, Piyush, or anyone else.
• planning to start by January 2027 Pay what I owe you I will stick to the schedule, faster if I can manage it, and with no strings attached.
• In Progress. By Nov/Dec 2026 Closing all my debt (except education loan). All of it. I will stick to the schedule, faster if I can manage it, and with no strings attached.
• doing Answer if you reach out Warmly and briefly. I will match what you send rather than turning a message into a conversation.
• doing Therapy, for myself The one that matters most, and the one I have not booked. I will start as soon as I am back in Philly.
• doing Build a life of my own in Philadelphia People I can call there. So that nobody has to carry all of it again. Hard but I will try.
• not yet Write to you once for a reset, perhaps in October, November or December? Short, with nothing asked for inside it. If nothing comes back, that is the answer and I will take it.

What I will not do

• no Argue you out of your decision I think I did that four times. There is no fifth.
• no Ask you to promise how this ends It was never yours to promise, and asking was its own kind of pressure.
• no Arrive anywhere unannounced No eleven o'clock drives. Not once.
• no Treat December as a deadline for you If you need longer, longer is fine. If the answer is no, the answer is no.

Last updated 31 July 2026.